monolike: (bzuh)
'ɓเɠ ɠαყ' รσ૨εყ ([personal profile] monolike) wrote2016-01-19 08:30 am
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...this is the neatest thing I've ever seen. I want one for home so bad.

-Right! This is Sorey, please leave me a message so I can get back to you!


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monolike: (the stranger it feeels yeah)

Re: voice

[personal profile] monolike 2017-01-25 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
No! No, he didn't even know he was- I was trying to help him.

This is so hard to explain.

Uh, I'd been adjusting poorly up until then, but I was still managing. But one day he'd gotten hurt, so we armatized- merged kind of, it's a Shepherd thing, so that he could heal up.

He's suffered a lot. But when I tried to take on some of his burden, I couldn't quite...manage.

I'm sorry, is this making sense?
robitussin: (bleeding out in the--)

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[personal profile] robitussin 2017-01-25 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
So... You tried some weird mind meld shenanigans, but he was having a really bad day and you couldn't deal?

[opal no]
monolike: (why you always lyin)

Re: voice

[personal profile] monolike 2017-01-26 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
I...guess, yeah, like that. [But with about eight other factors included in that, but it kinda feels like he's blaming Dezel now that he's said it.]
monolike: (and thus i am a bastard)

Re: voice

[personal profile] monolike 2017-01-26 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever happened with that, it made it a lot harder to ignore the malevolence in the Fleet. I started worrying and gettimg upset over little things, and I kept everything to myself because I was scared I'd hurt my friends.

It was kind of all downhill from there. It's actually really...really simple. [Embarrassingly simple.]
robitussin: (so fill me up for just another day)

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[personal profile] robitussin 2017-01-29 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[she's following along pretty well so far, but...]

There wasn't one big thing that pushed you over the edge and made... that happen?
monolike: (and thus i am a bastard)

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[personal profile] monolike 2017-01-29 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Not really.

I got scared...I left, but it was already happening at that point. [Sorey sighs.] It would make more sense if something big had happened, huh?
robitussin: (bleeding out in the--)

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[personal profile] robitussin 2017-02-07 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Not really.

[He can't see it, but the shrug is obvious in her voice, somehow.]

I mean, little things pile up if you don't deal with them. It happens. Usually it doesn't turn you into a bloodthirsty monster, but it happens.
monolike: (i devour it)

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[personal profile] monolike 2017-02-08 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
Back home, denial of your true self and your feelings is very dangerous. After what happened, I'm glad to see that's not something that applies everywhere.
robitussin: (it's crystalline clear)

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[personal profile] robitussin 2017-02-08 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
It's dangerous. Just... Usually in a different way.
monolike: (cuz my ass ain't about to sit here)

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[personal profile] monolike 2017-02-09 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
How does it affect you guys? Does it mess with your magic?
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